2010?

Ngiapz........2010 has arrive, in fact alr pass 1 hour and 47 min the min i start this post

damn i actually start to miss 2009, i hate 2010, everything reset, new things gonna come again, have to face different things and more, i really hate new year...

if i got a choice, i wish i could live back 2009...or even further back...too many regrets and stuffs haven settle...

by the start if this new year, most of the old frens are gone...left a few...i have lonely to be honest, i m the kind that get panic when lonely....new stuffs.....damn...i have no interest in new stuff anyway to tell the truth....the fiz half of 2009 is my happiest moment, 2nd half is my saddest moment....2010? my scariest moment? freakiest moment? whatever moment?

that y fuk....i dun really wish to progress into new year anymore....sometime repeative life seem scary....but sometime....for me pesonally...i wish to live back certain time....again n again....i may seem like someone who cant let go past....but hell to it....i dun really wan to go on anymore...i m tired....

unless someone surprise me....i might reconsider again....

2010....let see wat u got...