Diary™

the girl woke up, as usual, prepared, ate the breakfaz n off to school.
the boy woke up, as usual, prepared, ate the breakfaz n off to school.

they both moving to the same spot from different directions, they both met up, but not knowing each other, as if juz met up wif student that from the same schl they studying. the boy doesn't care so did the girl.

in schl, they both crosspath when recess, like normal students during the rush hour, fight for foods in the midst of chaos, in the hustle n bustle somehow they still near to each other, but they juz move away to diff direction from each other...

same lrt, same bus, diff homes...they nvr greeted,spoke, or even catch a glimps of other b4...

untill the very day...somehow it make it diff...

the girl somehow crash wif the boy on the way to the lrt station, immediate the girl caught attention of the boy....the boy somehow like deja vu....seen her b4 but cant remember wher...but the girl did not care, juz a soli n move on....

the moment onward, the boy had a crush..but he dunno wat the name, it juz flash that she seem familiar...he juz somehow nvr had the chance...

till the very day, he heard a news....some girl in his schl drop ill during class, the doc later found out she had cancer, due to uncaution of medical check, she could had be save if is early, but everything is too late.....and worst of all....that the girl he like....

somehow suddenly, one person come claim to be the girl family, he dun understand cuz he was wanted as the girl was wish to talk to him b4 she pass away...

he look at the girl...the girl took a diary from the bag that her mom brought to her....
"no pls, i here bcuz u wish to see me, but not here to read ur diary.."
the girl insist by holding the diary....he cant do anythign but to accept it...
later few sec after he come out from the room, suddenly the alarm squek from her bed, the doc n nurse rush to her bed,he knows it....her...her end had reach...somehow...unexplainable....the tears flows out from his eyes...

when he reach home, he was out of appetite...so he started to read the diary since her last will for him, the girl that he suddenly love...but soon he realise...

date(not suit to write lot date)
15 jan 1997,
who that guy? he from other place but same train as me n school @@
he nice ^^

13 jan 1998,
schl reopen! i m so happy! i get to meet the boy again!! ^^

25 feb 1998,
he din notice...but i do my best! gambateh!

16 june 1998,
bit sad today, he seem bit down...

he think...isn't this when the day when....she was talking bout me...
immediately he continue read on...

5 nov 1998,
as usual...but i feel odd nowaday...bit dizzy...mayb too busy? busy thinking bout him?

25 dec 1998,
my best wish to myself fiz, second to him ^^
head pain tho ><>=D i shud go on him tmr! gambateh!!
my mom tell me to had my medicine...bitter ><
(my god...isn't that 1 week ago? the day b4 she fainted?)

30 march 1999,
my doc tell me i cant talk anymore...and i might off any soon...i dunwan this book to be burn or read by other ppl...except him...i wan to tell him...i fall in love wif him...for the first time...

he notice the book suddenly wet....water leakage? no...is my tears...it cant stop this time....he blame himself...for not noticing...or simple as it...a stone...
but is end...as a fate....holding the book tighly n let the tears continue to flow...he was so soli....even till her last day he couldn't do anything even giving her the best...he feel so stupid...do nth...cry...
as the radio....the song playing....
*i was dying in heart to hold u...
i could believe wat i found was true...
dying inside to believe...
i couldnn't feel more of u...
i was dying in heart to....*
and so on...

regret for not chasing ur love? go for it b4 is too late...go for ur heart...wat u think best...answer will oni hav to endings...yes or no....but if u wait...it goes on n on b4 it turn to regret or nvr answer...

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